11
Sep 25

Last Day on the Klamath

My dad first fished the Klamath River near Orleans on Labor Day weekeind in 1952. He was 10. It left an impression.

His last day fishing that water on the Klamath was on Labor Day weekend in 2019.

Every Labor Day of my childhood (save maybe one when a fire might have prevented it) we’d go to the Klamath. For most of my childhood that meant Klamath River Lodge, a collection of three cabins with a nice grass lawn, a pool and a gazebo overlooking a really nice steelhead run.

This isn’t a lodge in the way we tend to mean that today. It was lodging, but didn’t come with meals or guiding or cocktails. It was just a place to stay. It was remote and simple and kind of perfect. I don’t believe it has burned in these most recent fires, but I fear for its future. There is a lot of wilderness to burn up there and it is hotter and drier than it was back when I was a kid.

There were other days of fishing on the Klamath on other parts of the river, but when I think of fishing the Klamath, I think of this place.

There are so many memories here it is hard to condense them all down into a single written piece.

We often went here with family friends, the Quins, from Mt. Shasta. George was a fishing buddy of my dad’s, although he would maybe get to the water a little bit later and get off the water a little bit earlier.

There were the bears, which we’d see pretty much every time we went.

There were the frogs. Sometimes there would be thousands and sometimes dozens, but I always spent some time goofing around with the frogs.

There were the blackberries, which stained our fingers on the way down to the river and the way back up.

There were very early mornings as dad and I (mostly it was my dad and I as I think my brother stopped fishing around 10 or 11) would rise early and head down to the river with only a hint of sun in the sky as we sought to fish the “morning rise,” even though the fish didn’t rise and we were mostly fishing bait and spinning rigs.

There were the diners in the gazebo where we’d enjoy the view, maybe take a dip in the pool.

There were afternoon naps as we’d come up from the river when the sun was high overhead and head back when the sun started dropping behind the mountains.

There were games of catch on the lawn.

There was a lot of reading when we were off the water.

There was no TV and later no internet or phone service.

The fishing was sometimes good, sometimes OK and sometimes poor. We’d have 20 fish weekends and 2 fish weekends. The fish we were after were the half-pounders, young steelhead that would come back up the river in waves (maybe ripples) from their first taste of the salt. They were silvery, trout-sized fish that would pull harder than their unsalted relatives. Sometimes there would be an adult steelhead in the mix, but these early fish tended to be the half-pounders.

Dad loved these fish and even had a license plate that read “hlfpnder” or something like that, which confused all but the learned.

He loved that place and those fish.

Back in 2019 we knew something was up with dad. First, he was falling fairly regularly and had the bruises to show for it. He also had developed a bend while walking that made him look like the letter “C.” We didn’t know why this was happening, but that it was happening was undeniable… unless you were my dad, in which case “everything is fine.”

When he announced he’d be heading back to the Klamath for Labor Day my brother and I discussed how unwise this idea was and we came up with another plan… I’d go with him. Ya know… to keep him out of trouble.

I hadn’t been up there for years because, life. With modern life kicking in full gear, it was hard to get up that way for Labor Day. I’d first have to fight my way through Bay Area Labor Day traffic and it was about a 430 mile drive, the last part pretty windy as the road followed the river.

I think he knew this was probably the last time he’d be there, so there was an undercurrent of lament to the whole affair, but we were on the Klamath on Labor Day and it was hard to be too down about that.

There’s about a 0.2 mile walk to the river from where the lodge sits, which wasn’t too far for dad. However, it is downhill and then over rocks, which was a concern.

In the morning, dad and I headed down to the river after rigging up (the photo of dad on the porch of the cabin on the morning we last fished the Klamath remains one of my all time favorites). I had brought a folding chair with me, in case he got tired or just needed to take a seat. We were picking our way down the grassy slope and just as we neared the blackberry lined section dad slipped on the grass and landed heavily on his side.

We took some time to get him back upright and the seat came in handy as he took a rest for a bit in the chair. His back was hurting from the fall and we let things settle before we continued on.

The river has a very gradual entry. You can wade out 20 feet and be only 6″ or 12″ deep. Once we walked arm and arm over the rocks to get to the water, dad got in a position where he could make his spey casts (we had both converted to fly fishing a couple decades before) and I left dad to fish while I moved upstream to do my own fishing.

I managed to get a couple of smaller half-pounders on the swing, but as I watched dad I was a bit concerned about the grandual slump I was seeing as his body curled into that “C” shape. He also was barely out into the river, which was both understandable because of the slippery rocks, and not great, because he couldn’t get the casts he wanted.

I had a solution. I got the folding chair, set it in the water and suggested maybe he give that a go. It worked. Dad was abel to get a little bit further out in the river and his spey casts were able to get out into the current.

Dad even managed to get a fish from the chair. I’m not totally sure if the one pictured was his or mine, but either way, it would have looked pretty much the same. It was a half-pounder, a young steelhead, the fish that my dad loved so dearly.

After we had done a bit of fishing dad started to tire and so we called in a wrap and started the process of getting dad back up from the river.

It took a while. It was slow going moving back up the hill and by the time we made it to the cabin it seemed an awful lot of work to get down there and back. The idea was brewing that maybe this wasn’t a thing we would be able to manage a second or third time. How he thought he’d be doing this on his own, I have no idea.

We called an audible. We packed up and we left the Klamath and Klamath River Lodge. This wonderful place where my dad and I had so many memories was just now a little out of reach. Another day of fishing her waters would be hard and maybe even dangerous.

On the drive back to Dunsmuir we called The Fly Shop and found that guide Kris Kennedy had a spot open. We booked it and the next day we went out on the Lower Sac with Kris. We caught fish and dad got to sit the whole time. Kris was great with him and we enjoyed a good, solid day of fishing. I think this was the last really good day of fishing my dad and I had, although we’d manage to get in at least two more days on the water, maybe three.

Things were changing fast. Things that were doable were becoming hard or even impossible. It was hard to watch that decline, and I’d imagine even harder to experience it. Dad knew things were changing, although he always thought he was maybe a bit more able to do things than his body was actually capable of pulling off. It would be 2 more years until he would be in a float tube with Scott Embry and wouldn’t be able to kick to the shore by himself. Shortly thereafter he’d lose is driver’s license and move down to Alameda and then to Oakland.

It moved fast, that shrinking of his world, that taking-away-of-things perpetrated by old age and disease.

I was so glad I was there to get him on the Klamath River Lodge water one last time. I’ll miss the bend in his rod and the “Hoooooooo” that would accompany a hooked fish from down the run.

Now, the Klamath runs free, undammed. Dad didn’t get to experience that, but some time here in the next few years I plan to get there on a Labor Day Weekend and swing a fly through those waters and when I do, I’ll be thinking of my old man and the love he had for that place.


09
Sep 25

Bear Banger

In 2004 my dad brought me to the Babine River, one of the best steelhead fisheries in the world.

It was a big trip to a special place. My dad had fished Norlakes Lodge with his father (Strom) as a much younger man and he had started to return to the river every few years. The river had been important to Strom as well, as he had spent a lot of time there, even helping to build a cabin on the lower river “The Camp Water,” and there was a pool called “Strom’s Pool” on the river, named after him.

My dad had always said he’d bring me there one day and this was him making good on that promise.

It wasn’t cheap. A destination lodge like this is several thousand dollars, not to mention the gear one tends to buy for such a trip, the flights and various other expenses.

The way it worked was that each guide would take his anglers and move them around the river. You didn’t fish from the boat, but he’d pick you up and move you to a new spot, help you out for a bit, then go and move the other anglers in his group to some new bit of water.

Norlakes Lodge is located on the Babine River, which is about in the middle of British Columbia, North/South and East/West. It is in a rugged wilderness and the lodge is mostly only reachable by boat. It feels like Alaska, Grizzly Bears included.

Dad and I would fish together at times and other times we’d be some distance apart, fishing on our own.

On one such occassion when we were apart, dad was fishing with the guide at a creek mouth and he happened upon a sow grizzly with cubs. As the story was related to me the guide had a “Bear Banger,” a device that basically shoots a large blank, creating a very loud bang that is designed to scare a bear away. The first “bang” turned out to be a flare, which Ms. Griz didn’t appreciate and she ended up charging. The second “bang” was an actual bang and the bear pulled up 30-40 feet shy of my dad and ran away.

It left an impression (foreshadowing).

On the last day of the trip the guide brought my dad and I to a long run. He set my dad up toward the bottom and me at the top and put our lunch on the shore about half-way down and then he went to go move some other anglers.

This type of fishing was all “on the swing” fishing. You cast out, quartered down and let your fly swim across the the river in the current, your fly tight to the rod, and you wait for a tug/pause/fish. You take a cast, let your drift happend and then take a step down and do the same thing. There’s a zen quality about it.

As I was making my way down the river, wading out about 20-30 feet, I heard something on the shore to turn around and see a frigging massive grizzly bear helping itself to our lunch, left by the guide on the bank. The bear was 25-35 feet from me.

Earlier in the week hunters had been on the river looking for grizzlies and had been stalking a bear that happened upon a moose. The bear ended up killing the moose and the hunters had to call off their pursuit, as you can’t shoot a bear on a kill.

It occured to me I was a lot easier to chase down than a moose.

I started making loud sounds, smacking the water, issuing the “HEY BEAR” calls and generally trying to pursueade the bear to go somewhere else than anywhere near me.

My dad, seeing this/hearing this decides to help.

“BANG” he yelled. “BANG” he yelled again.

I guess the idea of the “bear banger” had really stuck in his head and so when he wanted to encourage the bear to move along he decided to mimic the “bear banger” by just yelling “bang.” Surprisingly, it was less effective.

At the time I was a bit worried/scared of this massive griz, but in the back of my mind I did think “That’s funny and I’ll laugh about it later, if I survive this.”

It should be mentioned that the bear didn’t seem to mind me at all, or my dad. It was singularly focused on the shore lunch and proceeded to eat a fair bit of it. I kept moving down river, away from the bear. It hardly looked at me.

Later, I got to rib my dad for his yelled “bang” and we had a good chuckle over the campfire that night.

It was an amazing place I got to share with my dad, as he had shared with his dad. I got to fish Strom’s Pool (lost a couple fish and I think I landed a salmon there). I managed an 18 pound buck steelhead on a skating fly on my first day. It was an amazing trip my dad and I talked about for the next 20 years.

Thanks, dad, for sharing that with me.


01
Sep 25

My dad, the fish counter

My dad counted fish. He ENJOYED counting fish. To he fair, he counted everytying.

He was an avid bird watcher and bird watchers are counters. His life list came out to just shy of 2,000 birds and he would usually have binoculars with him as he was throwing a line for trout or steelhead or whatever he was fishing for.

He also calculated his own gas milage and would keep track of every tank, back when he could still drive.

He had little notebooks that he’d have on the water with him and he’d write down where he was fishing, who with and every fish hooked and landed. Like I said, he liked to count things.

There was May 18th (year not recorded) where he fished McCloud Reservoir with his friend Jack. He went 9/13, nothing too big. Fished about 4 hours.

There was a day with fished with Nick Denbow down in Mexico where he caught 3 fish and I caught a few. Dad’s notes say I had fish up to 30#, which is larger than I remember. I certainly did lose a few that day. Looks like it was a long day on the water. I don’t know if dad caught baby tarpon here or snook or jacks. Seems like he should have said what species, but he didn’t.

There was this epic day out on a private pond with his then-girlfriend, Solveig. Looks like he landed 17 and I can’t tell if at noon he landed a 20″er or a 28″er. I feel like he would have called if he caught a 28 inch fish, but maybe not.

There was this day, written down in this journal later from his little booklet. This was three days after my mom passed away from a short, brutal fight with cancer. We coped the best way we knew how. We went fishing. We fished with my friend Andrew (Confluence Outfitters). Andrew’s mom and my mom were roommates in college. We had one hell of a day. The fish were big and plentiful and the actions was fast enough to mask some of the loss. Looks like I had a couple over 20″ and several at that mark. That’s a fine, fine day of fishing with your dad and your friend.

With my dad’s passing, I don’t have anyone to take fishing (my son, yes, but we can’t just go piss off and fish for a couple of days). There is soccer practice. And work. And two games this weekend. And I’m the one who does the cooking.

But I made it out today for a bit. I haven’t been fishing the Bay much, but I needed to go fishing and I did. I even managed to catch a wayward halibut.

I was 1/1 today. Caught at about 10:14 AM in Alameda.

Long live the fish counters.


30
Aug 25

The great fishing grounds beyond

My dad’s best Bahamas fish

My father passed away in the early morning hours today. I missed the call, but there isn’t much I would have been able to do anyway. The call was that he had passed, not that he would. I had been with him for six hours the day before and read to him from John Gierach’s All Fisherman Are Liars and my brother and I remembered family trips and family stories. My brother’s partner read to him about the 49ers. My wife came and brought me lunch and saw my dad as well.

It was my brother who got there at one in the morning and took care of what needed taking care of. He’s the best son, I’m just the better looking one (and funnier).

My dad caught a lot of fish in his life. This one (pictured above) was special.

We were in the Bahamas (Grand Bahama on the East End, to be specific), our first time there, and we had each just caught our first bonefish with a guide who was very good at guiding and very bad at being a decent person (that’s a different story).

Dad was not a graceful caster of an 8 weight (and that rod is probably a 7 anyway). He never got the hang of a double-haul and it was kind of a forced, muscled cast to get the line out 40-50 feet. His casting rocked the boat in a literal way. It was more of a baseball swing-meets-wood-cutting motion. It was sometimes-servicable.

As dad was up on the bow of this flats skiff, looking out over a shallow, mottled flat, he pointed out a ray moving across the sand maybe 50-60 feet away.

The guide lost his mind.

“Cast on dat ray!” “Cast on dat ray!” the guide shouted.

I didn’t see the transaction, but I can only assume my dad was temporarily whisked away to make some sort of demonic deal which would grant him supernatural (for him) abilities. He made the cast, a cast he had not shown signs, indications or hints that he would be capable of making. He summoned the best single-handed cast I’ve ever seen him make. He landed that cast right on the back of the ray at about 60′ where it was immediately eaten by the pictured mutton snapper.

Maybe it is 12 pounds, maybe 15. I’m not a great judge of the weight of mutton snappers. What I do know is that all hell broke loose. The snapper exploded and rampaged across the shallow flat. The line raced after the fish, throwing a roostertail of water, occassionally bending down young, pliable mangrove shoots.

My dad’s reel sang as line was ripped off and his smile was wide and plastered on his face. He loved that “zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZzzzzzzz” sound as much as anyone and this fish provided a concert just for us.

Somehow (probably owing to that deal he made), he landed the fish.

The guide, of course, took the fish home.

Fishing is about stories and living those stories with people you choose to be on the water with. I chose to be on the water with my dad whenever the opportunity arose.

Now, go make some stories with people you love.


06
Mar 25

Last Shot – Xmas 2025

Back in 2019, my last shot was at a massive GT. I had an enthusiastic follow, but the fish saw us at the last second and pulled away.

This trip I was fishing with Ari and we were approaching a long cut that led out to the lagoon, where the boat was waiting for us. As we approached the cut Ari called out a fish on a flat just in front of the cut.

It was a GT.

It was maybe 25-35 pounds.

I had the fly I wanted to throw and I made the cast. I was a little too close to the fish, nearly on its head (back handed cast into the wind), but the fish didn’t spook and it started to follow.

Last flat. Last fish. And it is a GT.

Then, the fish saw us and pulled off.

That’s two trips with two last casts, to two GTs who both saw us last second and didn’t eat.

I am dying to find out if third time’s the charm.


28
Feb 25

The wreck, without the water

Our Korean Wreck day was, well, different than I envisioned.

First off, the ride was longer. We just went further than I had ever been… than anyone in the group had ever been. We passed turnoff after turnoff after turnoff and ended up driving for 2:30 before Phil and I started fishing. Each turnoff my blood pressure went up just ever so slightly. I’m not patient when it comes to getting on the water and this was not a good stress test of that character flaw.

When we DID get off the truck and to the water… well… there wasn’t much water. The tide was going out, almost out, and there wasn’t a lot of swimmable water up on the flats available for the fish.

I did go out and promptly stick a Christmas Island Wrasse, because they are awesome.

After that, I went off to try to pop some trevalley in the cuts. I got one grab from a bluefin, but it didn’t stay on. Beyond that, it was pretty grim there in the morning.

We moved, which meant more truck time (yay) and we dipped into the beers before 10:30.

After lunch, when I was maybe a bit grumpy, we had a kind of crazy experience.

We head back out onto a waterless flat but the guide says to follow him. He takes us to a little cut in the reef and there, in the water that is a couple hours from reaching the flat itself, are about 200 bonefish.

I don’t know why I don’ thave a picture of this, but I don’t.

The fish were there, sort of milling around, moving as the surges from waves teased in and out.

The Would. Not. Go. Away.

We started casting into the school, both of us, and after about 20 casts or so, we started hooking up.

Phil and I figure we caught maybe 24 bones out of this little bucked in a couple hours. Phil had maybe 14, I had maybe 10, including a couple very solid, nice fish, maybe to 6 pounds.

It was very much like shooting fish in a barrel. You could cast right in the middle of the fish and they wouldn’t spook. They wouldn’t eat on most casts either, but they wouldn’t run off into deeper water. They just swayed there, in the surf, and let us catch a whole bunch of them.

There were bigger fish just at the back too. These fish were maybe 8-9-10 pound fish… big bonefish. But a cast their way and they’d slide into the deeper water until you’d given up on the pursuit.

When I’d catch one of the bonefish in the school I’d put the stick to it. I had my drag cranked down and was using 20 lb tippet. There was coral everywhere, so the risk of cutting the fish off was very high, and it is probably better to have the freaking out fish out of the school. I managed to do this pretty well, only losing two fish to cut tippet.

It was a really, really crazy couple of hours and changed the Wreck day from one nearly devoid of fish (along with the water) to one of the most productive days of the trip.

Local knowledge… the guide knew that spot was there and that those fish would behave in that way.

Wild.


25
Feb 25

Crab Reactions – Official Rule Set

This is going to be huge.

Sometimes, you are sitting there, shooting the breeze after a long day of fishing and a crab walks into your circle, your arena, if you will. This is a perfect time to play “Crab Reactions,” a new sport invented at Christmas Island Lodge by legends of the game, Bjorn, James and Wallace.

Rules:

  • Any crab within 30-40 feet may be considered part of the game.
  • Any player may pick up a naturally occuring piece of rock, shell or coral and toss it in the crab’s direction.
  • IF the crab reacts to this toss, the thrower is awarded a point.
  • IF the crab was already moving when the toss was made, this is not a valid point.
  • Any throw that HITS the crab results in the loss of all points (the point is not to hit the crab).
  • The game lasts until the crab is no longer available or has gone too far away to be a viable target.
  • Crabs may be naturally occurring or may be caught and moved to the arena (thanks Wayne).

We are in talked to have this new sport streamed live and you should be able to place bets on our new site, DraftCrabs.com.

The world has been crying out for just such a distraction.


22
Feb 25

Notes to my future self – Xmas Island

OK… don’t bring the 12 weight. You hate casting that thing. Just double up on the 10’s and leave the 12 at home. Maybe consider burning it.

And, you don’t need a 10 for triggers. You can do triggers with an 8. If you break an 8, like you did on this trip, it means you are either borrowing a rod (thanks Phil), or you just give up on triggers.

Having the spinning rod along for the lodge water was fine, but didn’t do anything. So, maybe save the weight.

We did have an angler lose half a fly line at the Wreck on a GT, so, ya know… having that backup 10 line/reel makes good sense.

The beefy Simms boots are a good call and you should keep going that route.

Socks with a liner, is all ya need.

The sling pack gets HEAVY is you insist on bringing all yer crap out there. The right shoulder starts to get a bit achey. The backpack is a bit harder to get stuff in and out of, but it is balanced on your shoulders and that rod holder was super clutch. For the times I was out on my own, I really enjoyed having the second rod there and available instead of with the guide, somewhere else.

I used a “Day’s worth” box for a selection to put in a pocket, just need something similar to put a few GT flies in so I can reduce times I’m in and out of the backpack.

Flies… the guides liked the smaller brass barbell eyes. The simple flies were the winners, some with just flash on the wing. I did get one vervenka shrimp to work, but, ya know… that was when I was casting into a pod of 200 fish that wouldn’t eff off, so, maybe not the best test.

The guides really wanted black/purple for the GT flies, but the pattern that kind of worked with more mullet-like. So, maybe tie some black and purple, but tie som more of those mullet-esque flies as well.

Figure out why your popper kept twisting your fly line, cuz… that was annoying. Maybe this could help.

There is a trend for tights with shorts. Don’t like it. The hotest I felt was the one day I wore tights. So, won’t be doing that again.

No one got the tummy troubles. So, huzzah.

There was laundry, so, could have reduced clothes brought by half.

Need to take more pictures, summarize the days a bit, so I don’t forget the cool stuff that happens.

The low-light glasses worked, but they looked like maybe I had just recieved a pardon for storming the Capitol.

I don’t have a solution for my fingertips getting sunburned. Need to figure that out.


20
Feb 25

Bluefin in the Backcountry (Xmas Island)

I was fishing with Ari out of Christmas Island Lodge. Ari is a female guide working in a very male-dominated industry/culture and I think she was maybe the best guide I fished with on the Island.

She communicated, had a plan, asked questions and she could spot fish.

She had been told I needed therapy after missing a good shot at a 60 pound GT and that wasn’t totally wrong. She had some spots for us to check out.

She brought us to a cut/channel that was about 80 feet wide with a good firm bottom on one side and a steeper bank on the far side. I put some prospecting casts in and got a follow from… who knows what, but that was promising. Soon thereafter there was an explosion of water and bait on the far side. I moved up and made the cast.

Now, my casting has come a long way from when I first started saltwater fly fishing and a backhanded cast with a 10 weight is something I can actually hit 80 feet with. One strip and a fish exploded on the fly as another fish exploded a few feet in front of it. That strike didn’t stick, but one more strip and another explosion resulted in a hard tug and I was connected.

I don’t set my drag lightly and I put the stick to the fish, holding him in the channel and reducing the chances he’d get me hung up on some coral or cut me on the edge of the channel.

I really love trevally fishing. The visual and violent nature of the take is just thrilling. The power of the fish is so impressive. This wasn’t a GT and it wasn’t huge, but it was a decent fish… beautiful in its colors, luminescent with its lit up spots. Love these fish.

And that’s how I ended up with this fish, caught in the backcountry of Christmas Island with Ari.


08
Feb 25

Based on a true story

Me, telling my son that I’ll have a lot of stories to bring home from this Xmas Island trip… and my wife’s reaction to this news.